precariousness
teetering on the edge of grand happenings or complete failure – that’s how it seems anyway. every aspect of my existence seems nebulous. home, job, self…all up-in-the-air, nothing solid or grounded. were i not so exhausted i might rise to this challenging state and view it for the exciting adventure it could very well be. instead i just feel old and worn down.
so out of the clutter in which i’m presently mired i must claw my way to those things that are truly essential:
patience and perseverance in my work (joy and satisfactory earnings are a must)
home, no matter how simple, that is reasonably clean, safe and comfortable (i’ve previously only hinted at the unhappy, unhealthy domestic situation i'm presently in)
so now i have a mental image of a bronzed, silk-clad yule brenner, hands firmly planted on hips declaring “so let it be written – so let it be done!”

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