fear and self-loathing
i can’t get over the feeling of being in limbo and i hate it; i’m afraid i’m ‘if only-ing’ or ‘just after-ing’ my life away and it scares me. if patience be a virtue i’m a fidgety slut of late with nary a virtuous bone in my body.
i want to lapse into a deep, milky sleep and develop a slick, off-white insulation of gelatinous tissue – and wait. when the right time comes – and not a moment before – i want to crack the then-hardened crust and stretch my newly formed limbs. yes, a transformation is necessary because i’m presently not comfortable in the skin i’m in.
how fast must one run to get ahead of their self?
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